Thoughts from a one month old teacher
What a journey this year has been. I began work this year on 15 Jan with teacher in-service training, and on 28 Jan the students started back at school and the real teaching began. This year I have 5 science classes - a year 7 girls class, two year 8 classes, a year 9 class and a year 9 science extension class. My class sizes range from 21 to 30. Fairly decent. Honestly, the thing which I found most daunting was having to memorise over 100 new names. Because this is not my strength, I made it my top priority, and am pleased to say that after two and a half weeks of actual class teaching, I know at least 90% of them by name. Maybe 50% by their full name. It's a start.
So far all we've been covering is pretty introductory stuff - establishing the fundamentals of science like the scientific method, what makes a test fair, etc. I'm looking forward to getting deeper into specific content, and in particular with exploring the philosophy of science. I really want my students to not only do science but also to think about science. And by that I don't just mean thinking about scientific things or thinking in a scientific way, but thinking about the nature of science and being able to perceive its presuppositions and limitations. How I will achieve that, I'm not actually sure, but it's my goal nonetheless.
Northside Christian College is a fantastic school. I don't know if it's even possible to communicate just how great a school it is. I'm aware that I don't really have many schools to compare it to, but from what I've heard, it doesn't get much better than this. The staff are overwhelmingly supportive, yet not dominatingly so, which means every teacher has the freedom to spread their wings and really fly, yet not fear that they will ever find themselves with no one to turn to when they're lost. It's truly hard to imagine a safer work environment.
Again, while I have only been in this school for a month, it appears to me that this unity is not superficial. What ultimately binds and bonds everyone in the school is their love for Jesus and their commitment to kids. Our principal told us at the start of the year that if we do nothing this year but love God and love the students, we've done pretty well (my paraphrase). I can't agree more.
Full time work has been tiring though. Having been on holidays for about 4 years straight (ok, uni did have its hard times, but on a whole, uni students can't complain), it was quite a change, but I'm getting used to it. In fact, I'm quite enjoying it. I've eased quite comfortably into the routine of sleeping at 1045pm and waking at 645am. I woke up today at 830 which was quite a sleep-in! There's this sense of satisfaction after having done a hard day's work, and understandably so since God did create us to work and find fulfillment from it. Given that your work is God-glorifying, that is.
So that's how I've been, on the teaching front. In a couple of weeks I'll be off on a year 8 camp, and 5 weeks from that I'll have a two week holiday over Easter. Can't complain ;) I'll really be needing that break though because Claire and I are planning to move house over those two weeks. Hopefully we manage to get some rest too.
It's funny to think how many highs and lows I've already had in my teaching career - the whole 3 weeks of it! You can have fantastic lessons one day that make you feel on top of the world, and then horrid lessons the next which make you wonder why you ever chose to become a teacher. Very weird. But I've been well prepared for this, so it didn't take me by surprise. I think that a lot of it has to do with the fact that teachers generally put a lot of themselves into the lesson (plus the hours preparing for it) so if the lesson doesn't turn out well, it feels like you've failed. It's kind of like your moment on stage - stuff it up, and it all feels like a waste of time. Conversely, if it goes well, you're as happy as can be. I'll gradually need to learn to not stake so much of my feelings into my lessons, and judge my sense of worth from my perceived performance! It's not about me. Yet (and this is where I detract from many people) it's not even about the kids either. It's all about God (because if he exists, then life is all about him), and about whether I gave a lesson that glorified him. I still have a long way to go, but I'm looking forward to the adventure.









